Working Mom

My dream has always been to be a stay at home mom. But I can't really complain I do only work part time 4 days a week, even like that I have a hard time leaving my baby. The first day that I went back to work I cried the whole way and a couple of days after that too. I know that I have to be patient but the first year is very important for the baby so that he knows that he is loved. Well we are looking to see what we can do, its unbelievable that a normal life can be so expensive. How people do it is a mystery to me, probably in debt over their heads, or they have the secret that I haven't found out yet. When we were in Minnesota for 5 months I didn't work and we were able to do more then we can do here in Florida. We went to Chicago and Milwaukee. It was great. I hope that we can go back to Rochester ,MN permantly. Most of the women that I met were stay at home moms and they looked so happy, I loved it too when I was home. We'll see what life has instored for us.

M.V.